smile, sunshine.

i dont believe in love. i told a boy that today and he said “how is that possible? i didn’t know you could do that even if you wanted to.”

why is not believing in love such a surprise to people? they keep telling me i’ll change my mind once i find the right guy. but honestly, i dont think i will. i might tell him i love him as to not hurt his feelings, because i have done that before, but to be completely honest i dont think i’d ever fall in love with someone because im not willing to put myself out there just to get hurt. call me cynical and pessimistic, but i think die hard romantics are a little dramatic. they’re putting so much weight on three little words. three words. thats all it is. three. words. eight letters. three syllables. thats all it is. i could say i am yours and have the same criteria fit. but love is just an abstract thing. why do we pressure ourselves so much to fall in love? why do people go out of their way looking for mr. right? or the perfect woman? whats the point? maybe if its meant to be, it’ll happen. stop pressuring yourself.

i think a gagillion people would strongly disagree with me on this. but, it doesn’t even matter.